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    Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
    3:17 pm
    My birthday Party
    on Saturday I had JoAnna and Rene and their boyfriends over to my house last night and they all got in the hot tub. Of course JoAnna and Rene as soon as they hit the water the suits came off. Then Jo and Rene were feeling eachother's boobs and Rene was really jealous of Jo's cleveage. After Jo got a few drinks in she started to get wild. She gave me a lapdance and she was all grinding and feeling me up and rubbing her breasts in my face. Then her and Rene started making out. We really got a kick out of Jo when she commented on what she could do with the empty Smirnoff bottle. Then both the girls wanted to use my nipple clamps. So I had to bring them out and put them on them for them. They all didn't end up leaving until 4 this morning. It was one wicked night.

    Current Mood: energetic
    Current Music: The Ataris- Boys of Summer
    Sunday, September 18th, 2005
    8:45 pm
    Perm Prob;ems
    Today we decided to perm my hair. I washed it and sat down so my mom could put the rollers in. She wanted to make sure that I got a nice curl in my hair so she rolled the rods as tight as she could in my hair. It hurt like a son of a bitch. Then when she is 3/4 finished she then thought to check the box for pre perm conditioner. There was some so she had to unroll it all and I had to wash my hair with that solution. She kept laughing because I was mad at her. I told her if she rolled them that tight again I was going to have to get one of my friends to help me disopse of her body. We finally got all the rollers in and the smelliest solution in my hair. Now I have to sit here for 45 minutes and wait until I can rinse this stuff out. my head feels like it is on fire. But hopefully it will turn out nice and I will have some nice curls. You know what they say "Beauty is PAIN".
    Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
    9:09 am
    Recently
    I have not been writing because I just got a new job, and between that and school there is absolutely no time to. I have been working 7am-4pm and then going to school from 6pm-11pm. I'll tell you it is draining. I do nothing between work and school but shower eat and maybe catch a nap, and that's only if I am lucky.

    I am sick today and stayed home from work. I feel horrible. I don't want to leave my bedroom.*sniffles*
    Monday, August 22nd, 2005
    11:22 pm
    Last weeks little mishap
    Last Thursday my friend and I were supposed to see The Seether concert at the Myth nightclub. We arrived just as they were opening the door and there was a nice line there. We park in one of the last few spots available and we get out of the car and my friend noticed that she forgot her ID. So we couldn't get into the concert. I was so pissed but I didn't let her see that. If we had decided to go the 30 min. drive back to get her ID and then another 30 mins. to get back there, they would have already closed the doors. We drove to my friends place of business and waited there for a little bit. We determined he wasn't there and went to the other building that he worked at and waited for him outside and he was surprised to see us. We decided that we were going to go back to the place that we had just came from and watch some movies.

    We watched the 40 Year Old Virgin and Red Eye. They were both ok. I really didn't have any reason I wanted to go see them but why pass up a free movie.

    Then on Saturday I had a starter show for my new job and I was supposed to get over $350 in merchandise sold but I only got $237 something. So I was short and they are going to be taking the rest of it out of my pay checks until I payed for my kit. It didn't help that only 4 people showed up. But I have my 6 shows to do and then another 3 that I am not required to do but can if I want the money.

    Tomorrow I am goign out and applying at three places that are hiring right at the moment. I hope I get the one that pays $11 an hour. But I guess any job will do right now as long as it is not sales on comission.
    Thursday, August 4th, 2005
    5:32 pm
    Living Canvas
    Today I became a living canvas. My younger brother decided he wanted to draw. So he took a pen and drew all over my legs. I have skate boarders, aliens, butterflies, flowers, spiders, flames, a skull, Spiderman, a goose, a stick person, a house, an elephant, a plane, a smiley face and then an ankle bracelet and a toe ring. I just hope it comes off when I shower!

    Current Music: One Of A Kind - Breaking Benjamin
    Saturday, July 30th, 2005
    1:31 pm
    relieved
    I jsut found something out and it makes me very happy.
    Sunday, July 24th, 2005
    6:16 pm
    relationship stresses
    About 2 hours ago I got a call from one of my best friends. She was crying and her words were almost undistiguishable between her sobs. So I went and picked her up so we could talk. We ended up driving around for an hour. A little background on her; she has been going out with this guy, James, for about 6 months and in about a week they are moving into an apartment with eachother.

    Apparently last night she told him that she loved him and he said that he really cared for her. She was upset because he didn't say "I love you too". She is saying that she doesn't know how she is going to be able to look at him or talk to him becasue he doesn't "feel the same way about her as she does about him". So she was crying in my car telling me this.

    I don't know if I was being insensitive or something but I couldn't see where she was having a problem with this. The way I see it she told him how she felt. He told her how he felt and even though he didn't say "I love you" I think that would be good enough. I mean if the guy I'd been with for the last 6 months told me he cared about me more than I thought after I told him that I loved him, I would definietly be fine with that. I told her it's not like he told you that he absolutely has no feelings for you. She had also told me that he grew up in a family that didn't say "I love you" to one another. I told her that maybe it would take him a bit longer to actually say it or that instead of actually saying "I love you" he showed her with how he treats her and wants to be with her.

    I don't know if what I told her was right but that was what I thought. At least I had gotten her to stop crying. Hopefully she will listen to what I told her. Which was just wait a while and see what happens.
    Friday, July 22nd, 2005
    11:03 pm
    It's been a while
    Last weekend I went to Wisconsin Dells with my friend Jenna and f=her mother and three other females. I had fun it was the first time I had been there. We went to Noah's Ark water park, the best thing there was the Black Anaconda which is a water coaster. I thought it was definitely worth the 45 minute wait. We also went to another water park and that one wasn't as great.

    We also attended a ski show. It was cool the stuff that they did. I wish I knew how to water ski, or parasail, or hang glide. After all that they had some guy come out and do juggling and he started riding his unicycle around the stage. There were also caged motor bike riders with the 16' metal ball they rode around in. Then there were some gymnists and stuff and at the end was the laser light show. It was all pretty interesting.

    The weekend was good up until I pulled the muscles in both my forearms. I was useless. I couldn't write and I couldn't give my friend the massage they wanted. It was terrible. But they are all better now.

    This week I had three exams in school. The first one I got 91 the second I got 100 and the one I took tonight I got 97, that brings my average to 96, so far. We still have 6 or 7 exams to take in the next two weeks including our final. I think I have a good handle on eveything so I don't think I have to worry much at all. The last three days in class I have been reading a book and the instructor says nothing about it because of my test scores. How nice it is to be me.
    Monday, July 11th, 2005
    12:48 pm
    This is how we do it
    Today I am going to start doing things differently. I don't know exactly how yet. I am trying to be a different person. I figure I can try a few different things out and see if I like any of them better, otherwise I am going to go back to how I am now. I'm not sure why or how this change of personality thing came to be but I am sure that it won't last too terribly long.

    Current Music: Petey Pablo- Viberate
    Monday, July 4th, 2005
    9:21 pm
    finally
    I finally got a massage today. I so needed it. I think I also found my new best friend. The way his hands slid over my body was just wonderful. I think I am actually going to be able to sleep tonight. I also got in the hot tub after I got home so that helps with the sleep too. I think I am going to be skipping all the activities this evening since I would be all by myself because my family are in many different places tonight and all my friends aleady had plans. Oh well, I get to catch up on the sleep I wasn't able to get last night.

    Current Mood: relaxed
    Current Music: Seether- Pride
    Friday, July 1st, 2005
    11:17 pm
    Hiccups
    I really hate the hiccups. I got them in class tonight and I couldn't get rid of them. It seemed like I had them forever and then it gave me heartburn.

    Class was ultra boring tonight and I scored lower than I would have liked to on my exam. The only good part of class was when we were allowed to throw water balloons at our program director, Dr. Tom. I think it would have been better if they would have had him in a dunk tank.

    Being that it is a holiday weekend, I thought they would have let us out of class early, but no they kept us there until 10:45pm. I am not going any where this weekend. I get to just sit at home and do pretty much nothing. I might try to even out my tan though and hope I don't burn again. Monday I might possibly be going to St. Paul during the day but I have no idea if I am going to be doing anything in the evening.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Seether - Because Of Me
    Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
    11:02 pm
    X-Ray natural
    I haven't shot anything in the last two months and today I went into the live lab for check offs. Basically my instructor was checking to see if the part you're shooting is going to be in the center of the film, the quality (lightness and darkness), patient position, and general overall presentation and efficiency of the Tech.

    Like I said I haven't shot anything in the past two months so I thought that when I did this it was going to be shit. Of course I challenged myself by choosing and L5/S1 spot for my shot. That is the space/joint of the 5th Lumbar vertebra and the 1st Sacral vertebra. It is shot on an 8X10 film, collimated to 5X5 (depending on the patients size). I didn't collimate to the 5X5 and just shot the size of the film. Since this film has the body in a lateral recumbent position, I had to position the phantom on it's side and find my central ray destination. FOr the L5/S1 spot the central ray is to go through the joint between them. Since I can't see that I have to direct the beam 1" inferior to the Iliac crest on the coronal plane and midway between the ASIS (Anterior Superior Iliac Spine) and the posterior prominence of the sacrum.

    My instructor was telling another student that he thought my positioning was off and that the part I was shooting wasn't going to be in the center of the film. I overheard him but I left it where I had positioned it.

    I got all of that set up and measured the patient so I knew how high to set the KVP and mAs. I set it at 1/2 a second with 200 mA and 90 KVP. I was just about ready to hit the switch but stopped and went back to check my film placement. Good thing I did because the film was 3" above where it was supposed to be. I fixed it and went back behind the lead wall and cooked the film.

    My instructor wanted to process my film like he had done for other students but I told him that I wanted to do it and he let me. I was thinking to myself that he just wants to be the first one to see it after it comes out of the processor and I wasn't going to let him have the satisfaction, and plus if it was a bad film I was going to junk it before anybody saw it. I got in the darkroom and took the film from the cassette and put it in the processor and loaded the cassette again. When the film was slowly making it's way out of the processor it looked light to me but when it was completely out it had really nice contrast and the spot I wanted was directly in the center of the film (take that Mr. Frisco!).

    I brought my film out and put it on the examination light board. When Mr. Frisco was done helping another student with their positioning he came and looked at my radiograph. Right away I could tell that he was impressed. He said that the contrast was great and the positioning was perfect. After he graded it I wanted to get home before I got caught in the rain so I ended up leaving about 20 minutes early. I was proud that I have a natural knack for this and it feels good to show-up the instructor, who is an ARRT certified Radiologist. Yippee!

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Coldplay - Speed of Sound
    Sunday, June 26th, 2005
    2:21 pm
    Saturdays Poker Party
    Well I knew that if I didn't find something to do on Saturday evening that I would end up being a waitress for my dad's poker party. I had no such luck finding something to do, and at this point I wish that I would have called one of my friends and told them I was staying the night with them. I had a few drinks, truthfully this is the first time I have been anywhere near drunk, and I stopped after the room started to make me fell sick. There were 5 guys in the tournement My dad, my cousin DJ, my Uncle Bobby, his friend Ryan, and his manager Jeff. Ryan was the first one out and he receieved $25 prize money, followed by my dad who got $50 prize money, then DJ getting $105 prize money, Next my uncle Bobby getting $145, and the big winner for the night was Jeff getting $225 prize money.

    This is the first time I've been around my uncle were he didn't drink a lot, he only had to beers the whole night. My dad, after he bowed out, took a few shots and with the combination of the 6 or so beers he had knocked him out after a while. the biggest drinker yesterday was Jeff. He drank a whole 12 pack (cans) of beer, and then started in on bottles. He had 7 or 8 bottles, and with that my mother took his keys and made him stay here for the night.

    After my dad went in the house to pass out around 7pm I went from the waitress to the dealer. I was kinda outta it and I don't know why they had me dealing. I was dealing for a good 3 and 1/2 hours, all the while Jeff was flirting with me. I didn't think much of it until we got in thte hot tub. He started rubbing my legs and and moved his way between my legs and at that point I got out of the hot tub.
    Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
    12:28 am
    My wednesday
    Today I went out to my aunt's farm up north. I got to see all the new colts and ride four wheelers most of the day. There was also this cute little dog there (believe me I am not a dog person and he was really cute). It was a Chiuaua Miniature Poodle mix. The thing won't get bigger than a very small cat. My mother fell in love with it and is looking into buying one of the other 7 puppies that were in this litter that my aunt's friends son's girlfriends grandmother had. Only problem is that if we were to get one of these puppies we have to drive almost 4 hours to get to them.

    I got a farmers tan today, my left arm and the exposed part of my chest to the left got burnt. That is what I get for driving today. Otherwise I also got burned nicely on my chest and other arm and shoulder. Now I get to sit out in the sun tomorrow to try and even all of this out. I can just imagine what my neighbors will say when they see me in my backyard topless trying to even out my burn. Although I can't imagine them being able to see much with the fact that I will be laying on the trampoline and unless they were right next to it they shouldn't be able to see anything. Hopefully I can even this burn out, if anything it will just be a base for the burn I am sure to get on Sunday when I go to Valleyfair with my friends.

    I am really happy right at the moment. I haven't screwed up my nails yet. I just painted them with a silver polish that turns to a purplish color when in the presence of UV rays. Normally by now I already have a nice big chip in the paint or it looked really sloppy, but so far they look perfect. I hope they stay this way for a while before I have to redo them *crossing my fingers*.

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Seether--Never Leave
    Monday, June 20th, 2005
    9:46 pm
    Meeting someone from the internet
    You should never be so desperate to try and date people off of the internet. You will always get the guys that just want to fuck your brains out or don't give a damn about anyone but themselves. My advice, if you want to meet someone just go to your friends next videogaming get together. You'd be surprised who you might meet.
    Thursday, June 9th, 2005
    4:06 pm
    not in the best of moods
    There was something that was said in the past few days that I really didn't like at all. I went on for an hour writing about it and why I was so upset with what was said. It helped my mood then but I keep thinking about it and I am just upset all around about it. I can't seem to get through this thing and I went out and bought stuff and I really don't have the money to be just buying things because I am, at the moment, unemployed. I hope I can find a way to resolve this and get back to being happy, or at least happier than I am now.

    Current Mood: moody
    Saturday, June 4th, 2005
    10:40 pm
    Massage
    I am in serious need of a good massage. I want one but I haven't suffered enough to go and get a professional one. I am trying to get someone I know to do it for me. I mean there are people I do this for all the time. My mother would but she can't because she has shit wrong with her hands and arms. And everyone else has the opposite schedule that I do. Man this sucks.

    On a good note my friend and her boyfriend are kidnapping me on Monday and bringing me to Valleyfair. I think that would be fun we are now in need of a 4th person so none of us are left riding solo or whatever. This will be my only day for fun this week because my mother doesn't have to work this week and we are going to be going through the whole house cleaning and throwing out shit that we don't need or use anymore. I sure am going to have fun doing that. And how much you wanna bet that the house will be back to the way it was (disorganized and cluttered) in less than a month. I'm willing to bet an entire months salary on it!

    I also get to start the first of three straight X-Ray classes on Monday. The first one is Torso, then Skull and finally Chest. After I finish these classes I have four more general ed. classes and two X-Ray classes. If everything goes according to schedule I will be starting my two month externship on February 13th of 2006.
    Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
    11:12 pm
    long time, no post
    I've been busy with school and the stupid writing assignment that is worth 40% of our final grade. I get to turn that in tomorrow.
    Friday we moved my aunt out of our house. In the process of doing that I developed Laringitis and a cough, which is finally gone!
    Saturday I was crabby all throughout the morning. I had to go buy myself some toys and I started cheering up. I went to Halo in the afternoon and left at around 10:30pm because I was getting a headache. I came home to a house full of people. My dad was hosting a Poker game that resided in our dining room. I put in $10 and played for about an hour and a half and came out $10 ahead. Wasn't so bad for a night.
    Sunday I set up the Garden Swing that I got my mother for her birthday and she really liked it. THen I got to BBQ steaks and ribs and hamburgers and hotdogs. They all turned out good. Then around 10pm that evening I ended up having to babysit my sister and the group of 20 friends she had over. They all had a bonfire and were doing stupid shit all night. Finally at around 3:30 my mom kicked them all out. Thank God!
    Monday I did absolutely nothing I watched some movies and that was it.

    I've been trying to finish this paper but it just seems like it doesn't want to be written. Oh well it has to be by 10:45pm tomorrow or I fail the class!

    Current Mood: stressed
    Sunday, May 15th, 2005
    4:34 pm
    Lately
    Man it has been interesting with my aunt staying with us for the past couple of days. It's fine for the most part but that little kid she has DJ he is a little menace. Then she's all yelling at himi all the time. I like when I am able to get out of the house.

    Friday night I was the only person in my class to score 100% on my test and was able to go home right after finding out my score. So instead of having to be there until 10:45 I left at 8:45 and made my way to Halo. For most of the night I sat next to VT and I brought my camera and took pictures of some of the gang. The ones that had their picture taken the most ended up to be VT and Deus Ex. Deus Ex gave me his sweater because for some reason I was really cold, which is unusual for me normally I am the only one roasting while the others are freezing. But his sweater smelled really good and I kept it with me until I left. (I thought about atking it with me when I left though)Shhhhh!

    Saturday I went shopping with my friend because we haven't really beeen able to hang out lately. We went to the Rosedale mall and our main stop was Fredrick's Of Hollywood. She had to buy some stuff for her boyfriend to enjoy. I ended up buying something too. We went out to eat at The Aculpolco. I made her a cape for her costume that she will be wearing the opening night of Star Wars 3. Then she went home. Another one of my friends wanted to hang out so we went out and then went to my house so I could give them a massage. It turned out to be an interesting day.

    Today I went and saw Mindhunters. It was a good movie.

    Current Mood: amused
    Monday, May 9th, 2005
    5:03 pm
    My weekend
    Friday night after my final I went to my friends house to play Halo. They had just downloaded new boards and they are really cool. I left around 4 am. Just to be back the next afternoon. I went to bed and did some errands before I headed back to Nathan's house for another dose of Halo, for example, I quit my job and picked up a watch.

    Even with Halo staring at noon, I was the first one there at 2:15pm. Nathan and I played eachother one-on-one in Snipers on the new board Containment. I beat him and he was really impressed with my ability to sneak up on him and malay him in the back or side of the head. It was a very close game and I pretty much learned every nook and crannie on that board. The only other people to show up and in order were, Land Ho, Vanilla Thunder, Dues Ex Machina, Dozier, Ndugu and Valhalla. I was planning to leave sometime around 6 or so because my friends Rene and JoAnna wanted to come to my house and get in the hot tub. I called them to see what was going on and they decided they weren't coming over so I stayed at Halo. I left at 2am.

    Mothers day, we all went shopping after some light house cleaning. We came back home and I made Beef Stroganoff and my mother made Special K Bars. I had to run to the store and pick up some shampoo and when I came back me and my cousin Destiny made Chocolate Chip Cookies. My friend came over to watch a movie at around Midnight. He left at around 2:15am and I went to bed.

    This morning I had to drive my brother to school and I came home and went back to sleep. I slept on and off until 4:30 when I finally dragged myself out of bed and took a shower. And that pretty much brings me up to this point. I start a new class tonight, Critical Thinking and Problem Solving. Gee this is going to be fun.
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